IN THIS MOMENT

IN THIS MOMENT

11/17/12

photo by - Far From Perfect

You say that I don't care.

It's not that I don't care. It's just that I have already learned long ago - that nothing is permanent.

Not by choice.

By loss.

Of course I care.

That is why I love what is right in front of me with all my heart. That is why every moment of my life I take in, breath in, see clearly, touch, taste, hear every detail.

My heart breaks open and pours love on exactly that moment and embraces it.

And then does the same with the next moment.

To fully feel each moment in front of me.

Because I know that I only have so long in that moment and then it is gone.

So when you come to me with your regret and I just shrug.

Then you turn on me that I don't care, because you are living in the past or the future.

It's not because I don't care.

It's because you have not yet learned how to live the way I do.

I shrug. - 

Because after that moment you've told me I don't care - I am on the next moment - taking it in - and you are on your past or future worries, regrets, and fears.

I hope one day to see you........

in this moment.

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